Just reading in the adoption forums and frankly I can relate alot more than I thought I would be able to. I only have one adopted friend that I am actually in contact with,I wish I could have more because I need someone I can relate to on this topic right now. I've always had a constant struggle to figure out pieces of my idenity and really was always under the assumption I was just crazy or that I'm alone. I'm not.
Someone asked about if we (as adoptees) believed our biological mothers still thought of us or our birthdays, or other things intertwined between mother-child relationship. Again something I'd always wondered about because I think of her on my birthday well, more less tend to cry on my birthday not because I'm not happy or anything of that type but rather for the reason I just wonder and I never get any type of resolution to what I'm thinking about. On my 18th birthday I was able to recieve a few pieces of information about her (amongst this information was a tidbit about how I was born at 9:10 in the morning on a boat, aswell as my mothers name and age). When I read the posters response on the forum about how she does think of her daughter especially on her birthday I just about broke down,
|GREEN DAY DAY!!
Today is the green day show somewhere in my hometown is billie joe armstrong and by god I will find hiM!!!!!!!!! and ways amanda is taking my dookie cd to be signed at the green day offical instore signing well later I shall post the details of my happy happy night Current Mood: hyper
Well last night i bought the new green day cd which is pretty friggin' sweet lol.....My mom got me a dress for some reason even though I dont really wear dresses....I've been getting annoyed to no extent with 2 of the seniors in my p.v class.....Catzi got a plant! i think her name is boa its some type of ivy its reallly cool...I've been writing alot lately and I dont know why but its all been extremely dark and depressing nothing joyfull and celebrating life hmmmmmmmm....anyway If you wanna know the last entry was in a different language because I wanted to say that stuff but I dont want anyone to read it and "talk" to me about it Current Mood: annoyed
|Don't wanna be an american Idiot
Well...school started and sucks Im sick right now and my b-day is saturday and sadly i already can tell its gonna suck majorly not to mention I have no money to buy the new Green Day or Social Distortion Cd's So Im kinda bummed but hey At least I get to go to the concert it would suck if I couldnt but ehhh Comment if you must
mel Current Mood: sore
Kurt's park (viretta) was AMAZING it's just the whole vibe of being somewhere and sharing something with so many that feel like you....tyro will never come out!!!! j/k it's getting to be a head ache becasue she says it's getting to be to "gorey bloody drippy goth" hell what do u excpect when you put us all together for a project I think it's actually not as bad as shes saying Current Mood: crazy
|anyone thats still on here
Please Email me or something my life sucks and is boring.....On the high note pics from Kurts park will be up soon :D Current Mood: creative
I finally got a LJ :) Current Mood: bouncy